Exercise the Tie That Binds
Original Post | March 5, 2014
Snow blanketed the ground as I stepped outside my little bungalow on Colquitt Street early that January morning. I wore a winter white hooded wool cape, the only thing that would cover my bulging nine-month stomach. I was a marshmallow, but I didn't care. I was on the way to the hospital to give birth to my second child, a son. It would be a good day.
I was right about everything except the last part. Well, semi-right. Everything was going according to plan, the check-in, the prep, but once I got on the table for the epidural, normal morphed into emergency. I remember saying, "I can't breathe" and the world going black.
Long story, short - the epidural went up instead of down. I didn't wake until that evening and when I did get to hold my son, it was with assistance. But I got to hold him. and touch him. And the day was good again.
Then, I met Kathy.
Most of the time, when your world is turning upside down, you forget that life continues for others without any regard for your status. It's not wrong; It's just how human nature works. But in the midst of my struggle, Kathy and her family paused for me. You see, she gave birth at the same hospital, on the same day, at the same time as me, a fact that her son still holds over my son's head. That's the price you pay forever when you arrive five minutes early.
Our families knew each other, but I had never gotten to know her. We attended the same church, sang in the same choir, but ran in different circles. She was old monroe; I was an outsider. I didn't think I fit. but on this day, we fit. Our families fit. Our concerns meshed. The lot of us leaned against each other for comfort, advice, strength and all the while, we celebrated our two beautiful boys - no matter what the future held next. Our bonds were created.
We shared a unique opportunity. Learning how to be happy for the other while our world balanced on its side. Our friendship multiplied over the years. There were many good moments, but unfortunately, much of our lives were mingled with pain and struggle. Again, we returned to the ties that drew us together in the first place; we leaned and survived.
Today, my friend is going through sadness.A circumstance that has brought years of anguish to others and now, it has chosen her. It has a history of destruction, but I’m not sure it knows the what it is up against with her. She took care of her first husband, and he was much more ominous than cancer. So there.
I'm not sure what to say or even how I can make it better. More than likely, I can't. I'll leave that to the doctors and the good Lord above.
So, I will lean. Just as before .I will be there. I’ll brush a shoulder or pat a back or touch the back of her daddy's hand. Maybe that's a daily exercise we should all engage in. Sstay on the treadmill, raise the weights, but never forget to raise your arms, hold a friend, lean a little closer. Exercise those ties than bind.
Kat, i'm leaning today. Leaning hard.
Writer’s Update | June 17, 2023 | She beat the shit out of cancer. It did not win. She didn’t let it.
